Sounds good in theory

To thine own self be true. It sure sounds good in theory.

To see beyond the surface is both complicated and innovative. What lies past the tough demeanor, the fancy cars, the muscles, and the overwhelming attitude can be a very different creature. It is true that you never see the proverbial “real me”. The truth of the matter is that you only can see what you are given and have to go with the initial instincts of a situation. The decision to accuse of a lie or immoral action can cause both parties great pain. The other side is to ignore these properties all together and many among us have a difficulty doing so.

To trust is a divine action that we as humans can share. It can also be the most difficult. This applies not only to trusting others but also trusting ourselves. Trusting that we are making the best decisions in our best interests is a task all by itself. Many tend to believe that self destruction is part of the daily task.

Moving beyond the pain of the past is not impossible but akin to pushing a car up a hill. It’s possible but rarely does it happen to the best of us. Even Mrs. Jesus can only help so much. It has to be in our hands. It just does not seem to always work out for the best.

If you look at the most happy person, you will get something else completely behind the veil. Integrating all the parts of my self is my goal. Looking past the good and the bad and striving for the whole of me is my journey. Large egos fill a room but you should embrace it to find a common place in yourself. Put the ego in perspective and use it when needed. Finding a way to access the vulnerability and ego is a challenge but a challenge that is needed.

People can have such hatred and anger filled notions of a person. Understanding why the people feel this way can benefit so much. It’s not a matter of agreeing with these notions but understanding where these feelings are coming from. It’s ok to be vulnerable and it’s hard to hide sometimes.

At the end of the day, it comes down to finding ourselves. The exploration of our souls and psyche can be a tormenting venture but worth it in the end.