My lies

Why can't it be gone? These feelings are torture for me. You won't just let me let go. I have not acknowledged you yet you continue to attempt contact. I want you to let me heal. Its taken me four months to even begin to feel normal again. You left that message on Saturday and it just hurts to hear your voice. If you only knew what I had done to move past it all. You are cold, emotionless. You feel nothing but your own needs and desires. NO concern for any one else. You are a robot. I wish I could approach this in that same method. Alas, I invest in my feelings too much.